What I Want

(a song i wrote) turn up the music up loud I don't want to listen to the sound Of your voice inside my head replaying all those things you said How am I suppose to deal with this? When I was little, I made a list of every kind of pain i wanna miss if i never open my heart, even with a kiss But then you looked me in the eyes Even after all my pretending and my lies You didn't yell or feed me lines You didn't flinch when you saw my other side You won't move, I'll run away You want to talk, maybe some other day Please leave, and don't say.. don't tell me it's okay that I'm okay Don't worry, I'll give you a reason to be punished for this treason we're in each others' lives for a season life will be good and I'll be leavin I'll make it sound like i give up and maybe I'll always stay in this rut you want a princess and I'm not I'll never tell you, but you're everything i want